Dead LeAVes ON ThE diRtY GROuND

That's what I feel like, a dead leaf on the dirty ground..

I'd hate myself to utter another single word of how fantastic you []were[]. I'd be lying to myself if I sat here and said that this means nothing to me..I could never..

I'll never look at another star again. THat's my half-hearted promise to myself tonight. I'll never feel as useless as I do tonight because I THOUGHT you said I WAS DIFFERENT.

Even though I'll regret saying it, THe TRUTH IS: You are not who I thought you to be. I don't know you at all, I just got caught up in something *I thought* to be something great, someone I thought to be great. Forgive me for this but, I was entirely mistaken..YOu are nothing of the magnifiscent person I thought you were.

You're just cold hearted.
"enjoy yourself"

..darkness..consuming..