There's NOtHINg Like Losing YOu..

You in the sea, on a decline, breaking the waves. Watching the lIghts GO DOWN, Letting the cAbles SLeep.
Defective. Lying around the house, to breathe is difficult. Avoiding faces, pleading the cruel darkness for a hint of your smile, a slight pitch of your voice.

Begging for anything, anything SOMETHING just pull me under the water, do not let me rise. Lashing and waving, You cannot hear my cries, you do not wish to be of service. These days, to sleep is to LiVE. MY dreams keeping me alive bringing me all I had and could have had more of.

Now there is nothing to give, nothing. The sinking feeling of DEATH. THat's all I feel, Dead. Everyone is celebrating, smiling taunting faces surround me and I have nothing but the words you left behind..

i wish i could be every little thing..
...dont..give..me..up...